Rather be with you than anyone else.

I rather be talking to you , than a boy i hardly know thats interested in me for all the wrong reason. I rather be with you than be with my friends getting high or drinking. I rather be listening to you yelling at me for something i did wrong than be listening to my parents about what a joke i am and taking life serious. when all i want to do is be with you. And not worry about anything.

The tears in the palms of my hands

Its nice to know your getting married. Its even nicer to know you didn’t tell me.. 
i dont know whats going threw your head anymore. You were the most important person to me my role model my everything. i picked you over everyone at a point. now its like you picked over my sister and I. And out of all this your living the life. And were fighting in ours. In the i know end ill just have my sister threw this who saw everything, Going threw all this i wish i didn’t know you instead of trying to get threw this. It just hurts when you see those daughters with there dad all the time. And all i know is there was once gonna be a bullet in mine. As i sit here thinking whats the next line to right. My hands shake. This made a whole in my heart.

The choices ive made effect my life, but at the end of the day it made me who i am today,
It goes a little something like this,

messed up the beginning cause i didnt know what i had , we had some chances and used them wisely we fought i cried and you tired, you cried and it didnt faze, months came i finally changed, fights werent right, i was out of sight, there was battles i had no idea they were coming, fought right and still fightING for what we have, something i never amagine i’d have, but god brings miracles. And he brought me you.And thats the story…